I’ve been meaning to read Mansell’s books for a while now. A couple of years ago someone gave me Millie’s Fling as a gift but it got buried under my huge TBR pile so I kind of forgot about it. Then my friend Jade over at Sort of Beautiful wrote a nice review of Miranda’s Big Mistake, and so I decided to finally read one of her books, but instead of reading the one I had or the one with the great review, I got this one because I absolutely hated the premise. Crazy, right? But to my way of thinking, if I like the book with the unappealing plot, then I’ll probably love the rest. I think that my weird logic worked because To the Moon and Back passed the test with flying colors, it wasn't without flaws, but it was a fantastic read.
Ellie Kendall’s beloved husband, Jamie, died in a car accident almost two years ago. She was left devastated and struggling to figure out how to keep on going without the love of her life. She has managed fairly well in part because she still talks to him, she knows it’s a figment of her imagination and that he’s not really there, but those conversations keep the sorrow at bay.
Her father-in-law is Tony Weston, a famous actor who insists that Ellie moves to his house because the place she’s living at is a dump and he thinks that the change will help her move on, and since he spends most of his time in L.A. he needs someone to take care of his London place. Ellie agrees and this sets in motion a set of events that will forever alter her life.
Zack McLaren is a successful businessman. One day at a restaurant he sees Ellie from a distance and he immediately falls in love with her, but he is resigned to the fact that he won’t see the mystery woman again. The big surprise comes when one of the applicants to be his new assistant turns out to be the girl from the restaurant, and now he finds himself with a bit of a dilemma, if he hires her there’s no way he can pursue her because it would be unethical, but since she doesn’t seem interested in him, and he actually thinks she’s dating Tony, he decides to hire her because he’s afraid to lose her again. And so, poor Zack has his work cut out for him because he’s in love with a girl who doesn’t even seem to notice him.
My description doesn’t do the book justice. There’s a lot going on and different characters whose lives cross paths and end up interwoven in the overall story. And every single one of those stories is interesting and engaging. There’s Ellie dealing with her loss, Tony dealing with the death of his son and finding love in an unexpected place, Zach dealing with being hopelessly in love, Ellie’s neighbor Roo dealing with being the “other woman” and Jamie’s best friend Todd, who was in the car with Jamie the day of the accident, dealing with survivor’s guilt and trying to make amends with Ellie.
The reason I didn’t like the book’s description was because I hate the widow trope, and especially if the dead spouse was incredible and the widow can’t move on. I also hate infidelity, and the secondary character is sleeping with a married man. So I was ready to find all the characters unlikeable. What I got instead was a bunch of amazing people and a touching love story.
Ellie’s story was moving and her relationship with Jamie very touching and bittersweet. The first chapter was heartbreaking and all the conversations between them made me laugh and cry at the same time. To me her deep connection to Jamie didn’t take anything away from her relationship with Zach, first because their relationship develops slowly and they share a great friendship, and also because you can tell that Ellie is gradually learning to let go. By the end of the book I was sure that she loved him just as much as he loved her, and this is very tricky to pull off when using the widow trope.
Zack was my favorite character of the whole book. You know how in romantic comedies the heroine is slightly crazy and does strange thing to get near the hero, and how she always loves him from afar without him noticing? Well in this book the crazy heroine was Zack. The poor guy goes through the most hilarious torture I have ever seen but he never gave up. His almost-obsession wasn’t creepy at all, in fact, it was touching and endearing. His inner dialogue was laugh-out-loud funny and this book is worth reading just for him alone.
I did have some issues with the book, though. I never quite warmed up to Roo, she wasn’t a sympathetic character and I found her immature and obnoxious. Then there’s the recurring theme of love at first sight that got old pretty fast. The book does drag and it felt a bit long, mostly towards the end when I started to feel sorry for Zach and really impatient. But despite all this, I enjoyed the book and I was happy to see a book were I could finally believe and accept the fact that the heroine had two great loves that in no way meant that she loved one more than the other. This was a fantastic story about second chances and overcoming adversity, about finding love again and appreciating life, about friendship, making mistakes and finding forgiveness.
If you like romantic comedy and drama, then this one is for you because it’s perfectly well-balanced. It’s not a tearjerker but you will shed a tear or two, and you will definitely laugh. It has a feel-good happy ending and one of the funniest and dreamiest heroes I have read all year. I’m so happy I got this story and I can’t wait to read more of her books, luckily I already have two waiting to be read!
Review by Brie
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Soucebooks Landmark; September 1, 2011.